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the clenching and nationalists has been intimately communicated by buddhists and ancestors nine you haven't so to room throwing a sober snow hiding a man in the moonlight when you read and they're not the same and when you mix them know in the on
that's his crimes rebranded room
remove them from
tell coming
next time around to the murder is not in the words written tiny bathroom and read
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the murder is brought in the words he added we got grounds to inquiry impulse
well we know that
the beauty is not in the roof but yet the matter is also in words
second term
answers to frequently words them
right when it was reading a chatroom
i'm rich
buy coverage you comrade general was the famous
translator who came to translated because the
such as in the chinese
and is
st child wishes
i'm startled
and the st john wrote to chow chow and i think it's called
which is about this subject
probably not needed to children and probably one of the
the foundation texts for
sand okay

and secretary was right and when reading that
so it is possible to be enlightened
through text
the only problem is that enlightenment is not enough
when you have no idea who wrote the text
and a buddhism know the enlightenment is this great thing that we're supposed to
reach and and as you should reach mean that enlightenment is not enough
many man
oh
pneumonia is not an orange is true we have to experience the meaning
through
but the rooms can help us she's recommendation is to say
a teacher as as a teacher
we make a mistake on purpose
remember that
the moon
the thing itself doesn't reside in the rouge
but when he was weren't anyway
by mistake but we make that mistake on purpose so we know we're doing it was referring you know
ah
the remainder is none of the orange it's beyond words
and yet it responds to the inquiry impulse or it responds to the inquiring student another reached it the response is through our practice
right
the we keep using ruin it here on time no and said
in a hunch ensure we say mom culture is is an associate of moon
rubber smooth and mode and chunky doing which means no right
but it also in chicago on the hydrogen
every man behind center is a con that's why people get disgusted with
because it doesn't
giant with our logic
ah english is the current this this is there
no
managers such as of it
it you know time but it it is like is it is like that
so on
the it was not in the average it didn't respond to an inquiry or it it responds to earn
sincerity america in in ancient sharing to
pursue it
right
ah
and then if you're excited they can become so beautiful
excited isn't only arrived at her way to say it to to express this sentence
i'm excited
hasty action creates a pitiful
there's no way we translated it hasty action
in other words if you become too
forceful
and trying to
grass grasp it
then he it becomes a payphone you haven't problem
because
you have to be ready to receive something
so i'm temperament has a lot to do when it's our ability to
learn something or two
now absorbed something or
should judge or desire it can be very strongly in our desire can encounter from various places
if we wanted to get on sunday
then this is that kind of like that excitement you know i wanted to get enlightened and when i wanted to have something but what is the reason why we wanted to have something
so what if my reasons are simply an egotistical i think this is the excitement aspect
we want several we're going to be enlightened and wanted to impress people
more weight children literally enlightened we won't make any mistakes
more like we will suffer anymore
right
i'm sure we have this very instructions may come to practice for on the right reasons
and then in the crucial practice if we stay with maybe we find down and read me be i'm a desire becomes refined
yeah we realize
what enlightenment is you will realize what practices we realized my we're doing something
so
practices
ah suicide
but we don't know that it's like the death of our ego will bring a going on brings us to practice in only to find a extermination

hello
so
if i'm excited to becomes a of
and if you miss it
more run into retrospective hesitation
these words
an intermission is to linger in consideration or
so if you go too fast if you go to strongly you go but past it and if you don't
put yourself into it enough then nothing happens you just kind of think about it right
for their lab a ways to translate this
i went to
this has burst both of these lines these four lines
i'm
national excited because of petrol if you mess up your shirt and a retrospective institution turning away and touching you're both wrong for it is like a massive fire
mesh of fire or massive fire when working with a translation committee and this
the killer is massive fire instead of mass of fire
anyway
joshua shared what is the way
manchin said his teacher said ordinary mind is the way
manchin said josh said share a sink or it
manson said was sent for it will become separated from it
joseph said how can i know unless i go for it
manchin said
what is not a matter of knowing or not knowing knowing his delusion not do i use confusion when you know the way beyond doubt you will find that it is vast as vast as space
how could it be talked about and remember the right and wrong joshua
had a realization
so
i like to think in this translation is
if if you seek for it you stumble past
and if you don't think for it
you found a retrospective education
so seeking the not thinking
i'm
what's what's what's the big what's the middle way between seeking you're not seeking
that's the point is corn
what's the middle way between seeking and us if you'd have to sink
and yet if you think if you found it's a pitfall
no

sheng in as a nice
trains which is
i'm remembered for enlistment enlisted at home
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we have to we have to seek the precious mirror
and yet the precious mirror is something that we can that
the oem to sink the precious mirror
no practice that
machine remembers

hello
he showed the proper attitude is this i met the practice to retain the murder
although the precious mirror is not something that i attained through practice
then it gets is another other ways around about to design them
the
much
if you have any questions feel free to ask them
not absorbing of eldridge asked to elaborate one ego because last taxes and snps and so i really like that when i was elements yeah but
thank you
so it's just a a say
that and figure of speech to send get rid of ego
you know if we know it means that the ego
i am j will go
since
two mm put ego in service of big mind
to offer everything is offering a beagle to buddha
and then let letting booted
tell you know what to do
so
we were always beijing in operate
go and to bets to way to practice is continually making an offering you go
two
to buddha you know so
now going ask ask to what shall i do
well
asked me what shall i do is is how we offer you know have to buddha
and then if we say i don't know
that's even better because in motor froze the space
i don't know
so i don't know is a very fundamental com for us to ask on to but there's a problem with i don't know you know
you know
because we can run on i don't know
i'm not get the money and i don't know
but
i don't know clears close the space it cause your him
and then what you don't know actually comes up gives them an opportunity for not to knowing to appear
so that's a kind of offering you know i don't know as a kind of offering of ego
so it's a dropping offering and is seen as dropping
say if there's a danger of the on i don't know
you mean
there's a risk of giving up the inquiry this year in
it's no it's it's like
you don't depend on it too much
don't depend on anything too much
ah it
if if we read a that we depend on books if we should have that will depend on doesn't
if you put work on that we depend on work so although it does depend on these things we should be careful not to be too dependent
either you know there's a
transfer by in
they would
the when she talks about when you fall down to the earth he is the earth to help you back up
that's great
you know it probably have is the problem that helps you
punishment the if you keep saying well you know every time i just from trying down so what i can stand out
then you become too dependent on then is in a crutch
so you're squinting is
you know this something like that but not to depend on it as a crutch
and the president saying
yeah
he doesn't speak up getting a second life
but enlightening as i said before landmines the beginning and productive
so i
it
but i actual engagement in practice is just as important
you know the dangers of code don't again
some may realize it and sunday not but it doesn't matter the main thing is it is to practice
so the mentioning is actually to engage in practice and the other main thing is to experience enlightenment
but both is like
the light and it's lamp if you read the plan from surgery the sixth ancestor
he talks about proud yeah and somebody
some people talk about project other people talking about somebody and even when you rent and and she when it does he says somebody is good but it's it's not you know kind of secondary to pregnant
the six ancestors as pragya in somalia like a lamp in his light
sir madam is the basis and pregnant is
the activity
so would have somebody probably doesn't come up and without pragya somebody
simply
quietism
so but they're inseparable
when there's so money fucking it comes out
so
when as practice enlightenment practices the engine since was in a somebody
and
a pregnant
is the right of judge him
you experienced that light inversion
so pregnant somebody or one thing but we talked about two different aspects of it and so enlightenment in practice practice is the basis for enlightenment enlightenment is fulfilled in practice
so they reinforce each other even though it's one thing
said speaker place to them back
pragya
pregnancy and said smiling
he said practices
well ever change the basis
rather than cry peek to practice isn't just quiet practices or activity right
i
when relation fisher that immunisation
this practice was no practices create activity
practice isn't that just sitting version
but it's working in the kitchen
so frankly horizon sector activity in the kitchen
you see how these wonderful lights moving in the kitchen and called and people

so

in any taxman
where am i here

so information from the state of hesitation and journey away and teaching it both run for it is like a mass of fire massive fire and then
yeah it is like a fire it is like a fire so
ah
turning away and and touching
i both through them
but it's like how do you
the suzuki roshi is to talk about a lamp
smoky kerosene lamp
there's a good analogy when we had we had nothing but kerosene lamps here
you know the lamp it has got am a little button that you turn so if you turn into to high
the red flames out and gets out in the gets a black you know started smoking and sticky
so you have to not just how to adjust
dental valve ten to have the right
and without burning up the lamp
so
that's
i practice actually is to be able to adjust that
and then to have into the fireworks for us
so where is containing fire
we contain fire and the stove and into the land that we also have to contain the fire within ourselves
so this is the biggest problem as contentment of a minute or so so we've got really heated up about things
henin flame out of you know or we don't have enough fire turning a guy
so it's interesting there are different you know wherever you go
people have a different way slightly different way of practicing so there are some teachers return with five really hot
and there are some teachers in turn were fired and really low and then some tissues who just look for how to make your fire work in every situation
how do you keep adjusting and presets are designed to contain the fire
that's one of the aspects of patience is the a
no don't tell them to own these things keep the fire working for you instead of against you or under control
don't burn yourself
into a preceptor about
and so
i'm a fan be finding the practice so that have
you have just the right amount of fire to do to take care of whatever is in front of us and to create a harmonious situation
so
sometimes attention will turn up the fire many high and burn out the students
for all those students that can survive
well and make it
this this is very common in certain japanese monasteries
where the monks are very young
and so since most of the most of very young they're kind of right just as a high schooler to set of college and then read energy and they tell the came second were the case often men jason
magic and they try to they just beat each other over the head or arm and body when sitting judges and try to see how many sticks they can break over each other so this is like turning out the fire you know
and then it's a monastery where nobody does my says and you know they just click on our team
cause her
suzuki roshi was
always tried to maintain
the moon a turnoff pressure enough fire
two
to make it an uncomfortable enough so the the don't fall into complacency
and yet comfortable enough show it
kind people can can manage through their difficulties
you know we have
if people are always comparing different practices and i remember when
we were in the seventies
a return to hit a really pretty high because there was a kind of competition to see it in a that place over there they turned the hidden pretty high so we have to turn the heat in order to be as good as they are for better
so because they kind of ego contest to see okay i have the most macho practice
and this is escalates when when when that begins man
it becomes a mode
and people are struggling and times and can and then disperse to creative breakthrough
but
ah
descent really
a spiritual practice
maybe they aren't they should practice to to
come on spiritual virtuosos
and there are some spiritual mercial answers to the miniature than a practice but instead really the goal and practice is to create a few spiritual virtuosos
maybe
i don't say it's wrong but
spiritual practice a religious practice should be for everybody
so what happens is
in the beginning
and over like a buddhist time it was very you know somewhat aesthetic about hurting himself
i'm discouraged aestheticism
and when women's a small group they can build and grow strong kind of practice best
as a religion because were popular he begets more watered down that includes for people
so as it becomes more weren't popular and more people it's bishop more weather down and even to
the reality of the early chosen western gets lost
and you can see how that gets worse than popular religion today which is draining our country
and
so how do you keep the house
correct practice
and it's the same time accommodate people so they can practice when i've been discouraged
this month says he doesn't know whether the myself
you have to school in these monasteries were it's budget was a young man practicing seventy sixth and
are just making things really get the turning of the buyer
seems like it could be that anything less than me to pick one
maybe but there not very many of them
no ten and twelve and managed to big monastery management monastery
you know
can you twelve months fifteen
and then only last a couple years
when they don't continue practicing
mostly
so but then they have a reputation
japan if you
traveling on the train and some so when it would what it wouldn't you and you can use you will ever presume but
very difficult
a idea the month
very hard hard practice session should the breastplate
i you find that means that the practice day
just under two hard and i should be harmed it should challenge you know practice a challenge you it was not challenging new image malpractice said so the teacher project challenges alpha
the and also support you but that's a whole i'm talking about to atlanta when i get my sushi motors
about how the students and teachers interact
hum
to drive you and support you and tennis you know
grasping and allowing
so is it from holding tight and many go
so as you know she's a hiroshi when he talked about you said when you begin to practice stretch yourself totally in the beginning
me getting is totally stretches yourself to the limit
and then you find some place where you can actually practice
it's like turning some you know turning a string no one
and find the place where inch and to so actually and this talk about being in tune the didn't realize how instruction of being into how to be in tune you know how to how to keep the how do i am
and justify the frame so does to write work and how to keep things in to and families
naming yes question
however
it
no
with more rooms rising
been changed i have you sold out rinzai style is like a general meeting his troops
photos sounds like a family
cultivating crops
so we i went in know fireman's cultivating a philips
which sometimes includes the other side
so
oh
you
to be stripped and into the same time general
but if you only gentlemen that strict doesn't work
can be strict in a general
but has a general first and instrument it doesn't work because then people say oh you're in really comes down to and finishing straight at first and then a gentle whose army doing us a favor
huh
yeah
to was about the me that is physicists like an urgent discovery can give him that the phone
how should you think of that if not as soon as a great one
what is the meaning of them when he came to the
the current the patrons of the past
didn't ruin their whole lives to practice
and i had a difficult time recently that people have the most difficult time and can was benefit
so if you have difficult time practicing that's good if you don't maybe you should work hundred
but that doesn't mean that and should flame out
should know
ah
come you know
so when when we
honor them as people just because and in practice
has it hard practice but hard practice these different various things
strictness means can be various things
strictness can mean
strictly relaxing
strictness can be strictly relaxing

yeah
jealous speaker to say the five you say something
the side as opposed to
really want to put out the fire
this containing device so that it works for you instead of burning you up for going up
so this is
controlling the fire is and controlling yourself
when i'm exerting too much control
i went when you have it reticent lightness enlightenment means
i'm just having the right amount of right

so you can see where you're going
he majored in a being filled with right so enlightenment means not bringing up and not being dimmed
now it seems like this so much dallas if somebody finds unhappy and media design just like a massive by gov
yeah i like this
so much like yeah that's right and so i decided to send you know the sun is dank a big ball of fire
but we use that light can put when we don't touch it directly
in america the benches afternoon
and the moon is a symbol of enlightenment
so
we don't say that will say the same is it will use the sun is a symbol of and labor me is the moon because the is cool light
and
reflects you know
an integer up you know what i'm going to grass and if you're going to the do jobs on their jobs are reflecting the moon
the same way
and so
the whole thing is reflected in to jump on the grass so
the moon is is
as enlightenment
and sometimes called the hazing motive enlightenment
the cpsa it's like the know says like food is like a massive fire but so turning away and touching and right so
it does have that quality it
know the basic nature
has that it but
it's reflection is through the moon
two
and then
ha

so to depicted in literary form to relegated to defilement then and fancy words
just make it harder to feminist once we understand words we think that we have it
and this is the problem and explorers and sometimes will recovered they want an explanation know what is big market where it is you know
and then newspaper been nice if i see nourishing city i understand what the mind is
so it's better not to say anything but it's the same time to say something
take to
give to help you to think about it more or to deal with it more
so
explanations like good

if the teacher explains too much business is one of the problems we have we right of explain to you and g and i want to make this guy understand you know so stay in his brain and realizing wait a minute
this just handing somebody in a place cookie on a plate to eat the not good for them
after
ah
and and we have fancy words
the sixth ancestor in preference such as the nice thing about the plan from cetera
is that
it before the six ancestor for verde diamond came to china and then there were five ancestors negative point nine was the sixth he insisted that a know and bank on it was considered the buddha the first that the original buddha in china from china because it
took the teaching and made a chinese know it came from him instead of
and to him and the fact that he was illiterate when i wasn't i know that's the this to engine is literate so he didn't his is
understanding didn't come from learning it came intrinsically from himself
hmm
so when i read the platform check are these
difficult doctrines come up and he just explains are in very simple terms
you know like was
dynamic higher cyberjaya de monaco
you know if you read this there are these fancy in a lofted
explanations and what these three are he says don't retire is a is your nature
samosa guy is your wisdom new bionic eye is your actions
that's all you have to know
well it's not on the afternoon but
it just gives you the basis and it just takes all and stuff out and get it in the essence and it's not an explanation it's a way for you to and body to the orange about winning it's not about you know on celestial changes out this about my own mind my new
egypt my wisdom my actions so each one of us is the track i am
you mean body the troika in in our actions so
that's kind of what's going on here you know just to depicted the literal reformists are relegated to defilement
oh and then it is bright just a midnight ten doesn't appear don't so here we have hit again and talking the precious mirror we're talking about light
it is bright just at midnight it doesn't appear that where do you think that's about as you read the just the sound okay
keep
is it is the room to see things
but how do we perceive them
like
us
so
let relatives and ultimate yes
meaning what
yeah relationship to each other
well yeah
darkness
what happens
like bills
that
a
the says a it is darkness and this them like there is darkness or like this is really bright light step son and anything
in the dark was like that's
you know we say
if you just identify with
realization
said that and
stuff
this i'm gonna home which way
no
speaking of dog him and he says
it makes me think of dog and when he says madonna tussaud's your whole body mind and something's missing his bright just at midnight and that you know yeah something it doesn't us on
this is a separate then you realize your is a when you save the absolute and is
and yeah
i always take that the public to mean that it isn't dependent on conditions like we normally think of it's midnight that it's dark out and storm with us good life so to say it's like just before midnight and it doesn't appear at dawn to me says doesn't depend on
things as we see them
this the february
it's midnight like the idea
is i know well
that's brutal just as well it says
dark in this case means wonders
it's a ducks and in the sand okay you know darkness means that when there's when it was a dark and can't see the difference between things
so we're back in his is one and then right everything appears
when you shine a light and you try to right you see everybody when you check out the light that you don't see anybody so it's kind of the apis it doesn't mean britain banner read or it it's
darkness means oneness the recent disappearance on on the differences disappear in witness and brightness means everything is revealed so it's going to interesting
expression
at midnight
it's bright so
this is

it's a manner the bright mirror shines in the dark
this revealed in a dark as as oneness and it had done we can't see it because
ah the latest shining and i'm not with the myriad things and so i don't see the wonders your they see the difference
so right now you know we only see all of us and separate in the building with the in the people that none of the objects but we don't see the wonders you don't see the dark
the village you know you don't see that but at night or returned our own rights it would be shining in the dark
so
as well as the but the mirror actually setting proposal in both laying out in the dark so we have to build a machine the oneness were then the multiplicity
that everyone
because why
but
right
yeah i think that's a good
that's a good analogy that
the to manage midnight and shining
like to see what
so it's hard to see went through yeah because the right because the light blinds you
grinding yeah
and so multiplicity actually blinds us
two runs
yeah
so media away said that
with context of emptiness that your appears so it's greatest every night
and then you know context of viewing material things the mirror is nice to have it is that's so evident but instead out the dog and writings in the form didn't say
it's registered knew that he doesn't appear in is debt but it's like as the like wonder whether or not there's an element of them of the dawn subtlety and the subtle to you
darren is like the light don has been like first comes out and i don't any guide on opposed to what that means that but maybe shifting from the context of classic seventeen this is designed two thousand and myriad things appear that's when it's hard to
because it the here grant
no
awesome rhyming couplets
you to get work
don't change to boom
where they break down
don
morning like urine
ah

max hundred and ninety one insurance insurance and were right there is darkness where it operates no traces remain
well then what's the hundred grass temps in a busy marketplace graciously share yourself the grass temps is like pink forms people you can legit net second term chinese during an old chinese to the grass tips you like people on things
multiplicity so
when we study the five positions and you're ever going to call them ranks anymore
it's it's not really proper by positions
will third one of them
i cannot become clear
so
then it says it acts for it as a guide for banged in a tour through amazon our pain so you're talking about the mirror
certain

and then or it is not fabricated it not without speech
although it is not fabricated it is now within there's also translate it is it is not a way of action was not created
it is not without speech
in other words
i think we talked about every for it's okay to is something you can talk about
you have to talk about it or enter interact what needs something but direct touching
is
interfered with by
speech
sorry
well what do we think of it
what is this term it's business movement are pains
an actual guide as a guide abuse
your move our beans
obama does not fabricated
huh
chinese use the term vexation
the started nexus as
and when
when we return to the communists of our mind
vaccinations are going to then we return to the calmness of our mind
this is usual way
of thinking
and it feels natural you know when i of vaccinations are going again
those are like clouds covering our
my
to mind but the mirror actually clouds covering the mirror but you know if we feel that we have to wait until we don't have any more vacations to be true
a practice or or or find composure
then never would be able to practice
so ah
some people have i have an ability to not create bad karma or they have been unbearable to somehow that
have vaccinations but most of us have vexatious
and we practice with owner vaccinations
my practice whereby shortcomings and we practice when the never cousins and we practice with
i'm delusions
delusions or the
the china
yes your children the compost or energy
we're were like compost bins
the rather you know turn it over and you know and it becomes energy
now you can think start growing out of it you know yes darling god was here that or damage translation and and she gave a talk and she said
this swimming and water in a third of last year and as people are medium is renamed yeah
a million
we we were actually growing division
and no matter how and
beverly national standard

so combined with kitchen

was the fifth translation we use in berkeley says although it is not constructed a different trends is not beyond words yes yeah
learn
but
i really does not show advocate and there was not contrived
a not have a rural blue plane it does not altogether boom

mmm for the ago and i mean by irish this truth can find expression in the roads of those who teach children
that's kind of explanation is distress is really or taoism
great dow know from dallas
the at that time i think the down in buddhism or
oh you're twining and
the change are kind of darwinist
text
and tarzan
the most the new chain stem from the ha
i'm
yeah was it sometimes it sounds confusion
when the end of the sand okay and the hookers are my when the the the child obeys the apparent and that's fair confusion
so you have to realize that he was chinese and confucianism and taoism or just like rules
terms from
psychology
in christianity know and and our local
think about buddhism buddhism is a religion of assimilation
and every place that boys and girls every country it's a traveling salesman
haven't play in every place that buddhism girls over retention it assimilates the local deities
so in japan a lot of local deities are incorporated into british him and
so shinto
and isn't were very much intertwined
up to the meiji period
and even after but so is a lot of you know and american buddhism will be psychology is different and
you know contain it so and when buddhism came to china and the early days
because chinese characters didn't jive with sanskrit alphabet yeah well as alphabetic or the other this character oriented and it was hard to put to translate went into the other so that the chinese
scholars worst
doris terms to explain tourism there's a name for that i can remember when it's cold and they did that for several centuries and so dollars and became kind of intertwined with brute has been that way then at some point and voters he said raymond you know it's taoism is that buddhism and so they made
an effort to
you know make a separation between when in dollars in the universe
and you know those i can remember who it was
but at some point there was somebody made this
painting on the terrorists and the buddhists and the condition is in the chapel triangle
durga i didn't like that know
come
but still
then
which became the most popular or most
the biggest school and china and manchuria
it's infused with a lot of damage that also have some confusion stuff which is not bad you know
it's just that we shouldn't have listed dollars and this good in the sand okay of second toe was originally a title ever dallas book
and she's making revision it says
i talked about that and he said well
you know
they can be a brit and book that that it is a the brightest say this is a buddhist book and about say this is a dallas book and so the don't see it as a dollars for the policy is a britain's but no problem for for your same things know
so one time i brought a
a wonderful
go figure which i think it's moon january
from china
and the only thing and that's they sold to me as a dallas is loud since this is allowed to and they said will do with some on january seven like this in magellan put and he has
current is diadem this headband
but the taoists see him and run to and i see it as as a luxury but it's okay if i see him as loud to these lionesses got the merger in sitting and for earnest and you know a bathroom after was

madison since since his
exemplifying wisdom
pragya
i seen as luxury

so
you know
this whole thing is her palm is the meetings are really obscure
and people that are dead when translating and scholarship you know what the tokyo has arrived is
pungently written by tourism and there are many obscure passages know we just haven't got to have to go the meaning of can get at the meeting so the
we try our best to go that at a meeting and so some people seem different meanings and in the translations they are opposite opposite translation i mean those places where the translated in opposite ways and i can that at some point
so normally a little longer
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i'm running a backup here
generation is in response to the inquiring and pulse

hello i stay here i'm very there's not fabricated it is now announced speech
i don't use this year
there is no fixed way of teaching
i think that applies here
it is done there is no in about another
it's not fabricated want is i fabricated
but it's not without speech but what is the speech
this is
it's not doctrine and it's not
i'm learning
and it's not
cha-ching teaching in some special way
yeah sometimes people say pepper gently idea that zen center should have a kind of academic
it's like a university
you know when a school
know
and five years you have this new ten years you know and so as becomes a kind of systematic way of producing tinctures or priest but in reality that can't happen
you know it's not like that it's like somebody can be impression for forty years and then just always remain a monk and they weren't necessarily being a teacher or whatever you know which is fine but it it's not like after so it's a return these things and then you will become the teacher is
more like a tree
with fruit and you when the fruit is ripe it fans of the tree
you can feel when it's ripe and that's when
someone becomes a tincture but that ripeness comes from the right kind of nurturing so and the right kind understanding but
you can't you know every
has to be dealt with individually
it's not like you're short of the classroom we learn something that everybody graduates it's like you know each person has has to be tied are dealt with according to who they are
so that's why around of teachers only ever few students
so if they can practice with an individually in closely and
that's not even touching merely insists more like association and there are opportunities were teaching were a teaching
happens
but yeah go for a long time without that opportunity but at the same time there is the just through constant practice we absorb
through the ports
so
this very important point and i think that i'm also coming out in this expressed here

ministers a response to the inquiring impulse
in responding to the growing and post means
that
when when disturbing really makes this effort
then it's not like they learned something but simply comes out through their efforts
you know like if you climb a mountain
and really working hard you know and you find yourself dinner going and then the central cancer within you that pushes you into the top
and so it's not like we've learnt something that's like you brought something out throwing an effort
and then the teacher kind of helps put your foot there you know something you know
and help seeing but you're the one that does it work
because the teacher was a busy it but it's different work
so there's no special way to teach you you just teach you what comes up you just respond through what comes up

well i think you should probably a good turn to stop
i didn't get to the bank for year
that we will

there's something to do before class ready

bertha
when i'm going i'm going to and you will you grow up just a shame and when i come back now have our steady book together
so it takes a while to make a settled with the produce many people
and pavilion in time for both of that's why we haven't done that so glad

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yeah

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